My account is now officially friends only....so if you wanna add me i will add you pack just post a little something and let me know....

last night
+went to a party
+decided to drink for the first time in a looong time
-drank too much
-beat up a guy
yes thats right i beat up a guy
-felt sick when i woke up
-had many mosquito bites and i cant stop itching

From now on my journal will be friends only so if you want post and i will add you.

it has been forevor since i have last updated...i am still alive but barely, i have bronchitis. i thought i just had a cold and was torturing myself going to school and then i went to the doctors and they gave me like a hundred different things to take but one good outcome...i got narcotics! yes i forget what its called but its mixed with codiene ( Read more... )

its been a while since i have updated but its ok cause i have been really busy. i finished my first AP exam today i was so stressed and nervous that i was going to fail but now that its over i think i did ok. so i am happy tommorrow i have the other exam and then its over. i am not too worried about it cause its english and i am not worried. now to ( Read more... )

i thought i would fill out a random survey ( Read more... )

ap exams next week cram cram cram!!! I hate school i cant wait til el camino and then no more high school. tonight i enjoyed staying up reliving the oh so wonderful civil war and random presidents such as Polk, a land hungry horrible president that sparked the Spanish American dispute...you see i was pating attention!!! Ok well now i am going to ( Read more... )

i have been so swamped with studying for AP exams and everything else life is complicated and i have been feeling down a lot but still trying to act happy in front of everyone. i feel really alone right now but i dont know why... i keep yearning for better friendships but i am pushing everyone away........why?????

today was drama filled starting off with me getting to school 5 minutes late... -mrs sharif started screaming at me "your late we already started the tests your too late you have to go to the media center." and then slammed the door in my face..what a bitch but + i found out i can get out of those stupid exams with parent signature ie: against my ( Read more... )

i was supposed to go to simi...got lost and drove back home...i didnt really care cause i really didnt want to go...now i am at dannys...band practice. Last night I saw Motorhead it was pretty fuckin bad...got pictures back from europe...i cant take pictures for shit.