DisorderRatingParanoid:LowSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate
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I friggin teared up at the end of lunch today. I hate it when people ask me "what's wrong?" when I'm acting weird. It only makes me break down and cry because I feel like I can't explain it. And that's what happened.

I hate how things are going. I've been realizing that I have changed myself so much without even realizing it for the chance that ( Read more... )

I want to have one of those days where everything is slowed down. no pressure. no problems. no anger. It would be nice. I try to take each day step by step and I try to be cautious and remember to step back and figure out what's going on before I get too involved. I believe I'm doing well. I've been able to not let things crash and burn, unlike a ( Read more... )

Wow. I just realized I have the perfect gift idea that will work for anyone. Yes!
This means that all of the following people WILL get a gift from me: Jeremiah, Dan L, Joey, Kris, Nick, Jessie, Emily, Caila, Ash D, Ash F, Leann, Ryan, Tara, Crystal, Ty, George, Jane, Brooke, and Jeff. There may be a few more but it's okay.
FYI, this does not mean I ( Read more... )

Cold hands, cold hands, I wish you were here to warm my hands
I wish you were here to hold my hands in yours
My hands are so cold without yours

( And I felt I must )

My determination is kicking in.

And so far... I've organized my iTunes songs info and made a sheet of webdings font key so I can make funky symbols when I want. : )

New goals: Not to let myself get pissed for things that are out of my hands, and change my lj stuff around to make it prettier.

Hum. Hell Yes Unicorn.
Jeremiah is hott. : )

Goals: Get happy, organize my iTunes (fix info of all songs), burn cds for friends, burn myself some cds, buy/get my friends their Xmas gifts, um organize stuff, fall back into love with all my music again, and more.

I feel like my old self again. : D  : D It's so good to be back. : )

"everything" is such a beautiful song

You've made a lasting ( Read more... )

There are A LOT of things I want to talk to all of my friends about. But when it comes to talking I forget what I want to say. I know this may sound lame, but goddammit I want to have a slumber party. Well, maybe not. So in that case I want to have a Ladies Night Out. Can we? Soon? Like ASAP?

What do you want for Chirstmas?
Leann: I know what I'm ( Read more... )

Hmmm. . . I am currently over Jessie's and we're listening to Nelly song... So ghettofabulous? haha
We went to Taco Bell's today and they completely f-ed up our order! Grr to them!
OooooO00Oooo I almost forgot... I GOT A NICE PAIR OF FLATS AND I AM SOOO HAPPY!
I also got a cute shirt, a nice jacket to wear with fancy smanshey (hush child) dresses, and ( Read more... )

Well, I've been soooo extremely hungry lately. I would love to be able to eat breakfast every morning but there usually isn't anything worthy (because I'm picky). When I get the chance to eat it feels weird and then I can't eat much even though my stomach is bitching at me too. It sucks, I wanna eat like a whole ... cow? Naw, a whole 20 boxes of ( Read more... )