Don't let the world bring you down not everyone here is that fucked up and cold. Remember why you came and while your alive experience the warmth before you go, before you go ( Read more... )

Apparently the last time I updated was 50 weeks ago. Maybe I should have waited a full calendar year. So I wrote 50 weeks ago, what has happened in 50 weeks. A lot I don't remember. I am 22 now, and engaged to Jason. We are getting married September 6th, pretty much a year from now. I am raelly excited and over planned. But, I wouldn't have it any ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I have written, and still I'm not sure why I am writing. What is there to say, that the people on my friends list don't already know. I did good on my law exam, but means most likely I will be going to law school, have to start applying soon, in which I am quite nervous for. It's a big responsibilty. Law school, 20 ( Read more... )

It's entirely too early to start working. I have to leave here in a few minutes to go to work. Not so excited. I am fucking tired and I want to lie in my bed ah well. For some reason, I used to be a morning person, but that's a thing of the past. I do like this strawberry-banana smoothie though, it's ultra scrumptous. Works been alright, I'm doing ( Read more... )

I'm going to try to make sense out of my last journal post. So I recently found out Jason not only kissed my best friend, he likes them. And they like him back. Cathy and Kim. He said he loves me, but I don't know what kind of person loves more than one person. So I feel dumb, and lied to. To think I would have friends that would love me and be ( Read more... )

Good bye Northern, Good bye friends I once had. Glad to know they are great friends. Jason you can have my best friends, they obviously want you to.

Today exams start. I have an essay to write for my english class today. Despite it just being an essay I am nervous. I loathe this English teacher. He makes me want to quit school, but I know that's not the right option. So instead maybe I can punch him. Nah. I don't think that's the right answer either. Maybe I will just hate the English language ( Read more... )

Last week of classes=lots of study guides and projects. Kim's 21st Birthday was fun, it was just the usually sitting around talking, and spanking Kim. She slammed my fingers in the door on accident Friday night. Which sucks beause now one of them is falling off. Ah well. Still haven't decided if I am going home for the summer. I suppose it depends ( Read more... )

Sometimes I'm a real wimp. Emotionally, physically, mentally. I can't do basic addition, I can't walk on the edges of cliffs and I just can't make friends like a normal person. So I guess Sarah does have problems. My ideal of perfection is never going to happen. It's hard to accept that. I have always strived for perfection, irregardless of the ( Read more... )

Nothing realy new going on in my life. I am just sitting outside my classroom waiting for class to start. I move into my new house May 1st. Kind of have mixed feelings on the idea. I love the people I'm living with, but it's sad to think this is my last year here. I am jealous of people who get to stay. Jason will be up here for a year, and I won't ( Read more... )