Has anyone ever really enjoyed being around me? Hell, for that matter would anyone ever truly miss me...

It really is easier to spew all the "wisdom" crap when your happy....v_v I when something gets tough in your life. Well it just wears you out trying to do those things. You just want to give in cry go back..who knows.

If we all took a step back and looked at our lives. If it was even possible to alienate ourselves to the point that we really see our lives and the lives of our loved ones. No judgement, no emotions, just life as it is. Would it be as awful, long, short, or joyous as we think? Could we say it all happened as we saw it, or did we miss a clue along ( Read more... )

omg I can't believe what just happened...XD EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

hmm well the turn of events has quite thrown me. O.O I was/have been trying for months now to get the complete opposite outcome, but speaking a bit selfishly do like this new one. =) lol

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gah....v_v this is annoying. why isn't it going as I planned?!?!? By now he should like her and they should be dating. Then I can get over it like normal...uhhhh Damnit I have very little self control >.< WHY WONT'T SHE FLIRT WITH HIM!

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gosh O.O I have no life or I'm just really boring..for you see my dad is out of town for four nights and I cannot think of anything to do with that time, besides sleep. Sad sad v_v

I'm tired of me O.O The shitty past fucking up my mind and all the secerts. Never able to be close to another person. Standing alone all my life. It's just too much stuff to carry, all crap, and I dont' want to be that anymore. So I'm going to go find a new person to be now.