so let me first start this off with the fact that tomorrow is mother's day...big fucking deal. just like last mothers day i don't quite have a mother to celebrate it with. not that its a friggin holiday or anything but still it's the fact that i do have a mother she just doesn't care about me which is kind of upsetting because parents should care ( Read more... )

i have finally reached the point where i realize that i am falling apart. it won't be long now until im torn. i have to wonder what the point of anything really is anymore. like your friends. you spend the majority of time with these people making a few good memories and for a while it seems like a good relationship but then before you even ( Read more... )

Another friday night with nothing to do and no where to go...Oh wait actually I take that back there is something to do and somewhere to go but I just can't do anything. I love my life! Well Im at Nesser's at least cause I <3 her to pieces...until the day I die ;) Anyways at least I did get to do something today. Hung out with the boys..always ( Read more... )

So Christmas is over but I still haven't opened all my presents. Can't wait to finish that, hopefully I get some money to add to the $12.50 that I have. Which by the way I was discussing this with Jarrod earlier, why would you give someone $12.50, are you that broke that you can't even at least scrounge up 50 cents and give the person $13... ( Read more... )

so i haven't wrote in this in a while. a very long time actually, partially because i never really seem to have time and because all these live journals seem to do is start a lot of shit. im not into that. i say no to the drama. thanks though. anyhow i was just thinking and having a little talk with one of my friends on how things change. ( Read more... )

So I'm home cause I was suspended from school today...niiice job lex. It's alright though. Anyways I have senior pics tomorrow hopefully that goes okay, its suppose to rain :( but im praying that it won't (cross your fingers). I'm listening to all these songs that I haven't heard in forever and the new ones that I just finished dl. It's weird, ( Read more... )

so pretty good night last night. Started out at Steve's but than we went to Brock's. There were a decent amount of people there. Kay, Lise, Ness, and me were all drinkin it up together. You guys are so much fun I love you ;) Anyways we went to some other party on Middle Street but we only stayed there for a little bit. After that we had Evan ( Read more... )

so its pretty fucked up how my "BEST FRIEND" talks shit about me and she can't even deny it this time cause I fuckin heard her. So fuck that shit 3 years of friendship almost 4 and for what, for someone to fuck me over like that. No I don't think so, you know if there is one thing I've learned its that you can't rely on anyone! I'm so upset ( Read more... )

so i guess it just wouldn't be a complete day without something getting fucked up right?? Well not for me anyways because somehow I always find a way to hurt someone or mess things up. Guess thats just me and it sucks to be me right now. Yesterday was a pretty good day, I went shopping with Wilson at the Providence Place and we got some really ( Read more... )

So we're back to school now which sucks, but my classes aren't too bad and its senior year so im excited for that :) No school tomorrow YEAH so pumped so yet another party at Nicole's house. Her rents left for the weekend and peantz's pops is peacing out tomorrow morning so we'll just be partying over there. Me and peantz have senior pics on ( Read more... )