okie dokie so it's been about...3 weeks since it's happened...it still hurts a little but i'm more or less over it...if you wanna know what "it" is then you should probably ask me in person but only cause i have no intentions of posting the actual thing online. but yea ummm it hurts...but not as much it's just that little bit of me that is letting ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday was grad. didn't really feel like it but it happened so i guess we're graduates...so now what? are we supposed to move on act all grown up and pretend like it's not really over? the truth is some of us know that it's over for us...we probably say we wish it wasn't but at the same time we're glad it's over ( Read more... )

wow i had fun today. went out to richmond with bernnis, diana, and louida. went to richmond center did some shopping...got nothing. then we went downtown did more shopping and got a surf t-shirt. then i met up with my dad and we had dinner...wasn't exactly pleasant, but not unpleasant i suppose. then met up with gavin, amanda, and matt...walked ( Read more... )

okie dokie so yesterday was prom. it was awesome, the prom crew did a marvelous job. but yea prom was awesome my feet hurt sooo much by the end of the night but i couldn't take them off. if i did i wouldn't have been able to put them back on...hehehe =D. but yea so the hall look really good, it reminded me of the proms that you see on tv, the ( Read more... )

okie dokie so parents are very easily swayed. or i played the guilt card really really well. either way she agreed to let me go now. i know that this post is very different from yesterdays but hell she's letting me go i'm fucking ECSTATIC! hehehe okie dokie thats all there really is to say i'm sooooo HAPPY right now. wanna know how happy. i'm this ( Read more... )

grrrr stupid mother. there really is not trust, no trust at all. i mean really i'm freakin 17 i'm not saying that i'm all grown up and mature or anything, but fuck i mean really can't she have just a little faith that she raised me right? can't she have a little faith that i'm not gonna go away for the week end and do somthing really bad/stupid? ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is. really i don't. this shouldn't bother me but it does. i have this feeling inside that is killing me slowly. it's like nothing is worth it anymore. i know that thats not true, but i feel like living is pointless. like there's no hope, no reason. i think i've lost all will to live. i know that thats sad but it's just the way ( Read more... )

okie dokie so, lately i've been feeling very confussed mostly about guy's and stuff. i've fallen for this one person and no it's none of you =P its just a person. well i don't know i feel like i like him A LOT and that hasn't happened to me in a while. the last time thats happend was...well cory. i don't know what it is about this new person that ( Read more... )

Okie dokie i guess its time to update. omg yesterday was the amazing race, sooooo much fun. i'm still sore, and soooo tired. i don't think i'll be going to the gym today. but yea, i went diana and sooo much fun. omg we went from first to lasti can't believe it, sooo sad. but still soooo much FUN! hehehe omg any who yea. it was amazingly hot ( Read more... )

fuck i hate her (my sister). i havn't seen her in like a month and a half or so and the first thing she does is yell at me. well hello to you to bitch i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her. i suppose this is nothing new i've always hated her to an extent. well i don't really hate her but i'm mighty angry though. she ( Read more... )