okie dokie everyone so maybe not exactly smooth sailing...i'm sure that this road that i have turned onto will have it's fair share of turns and bumps but this is the road that i have chosen...i guess there isn't really a going back on this one. not to say that i want to turn back because i don't, but i'm just unsure of what lies ahead...that kind ( Read more... )

okie dokie people...speedbump in life surpassed...i hope that it's smooth sailing from here on out...i'm gonna be just fine...=)

thank you...to all of you, i thank you...you've been the bestes group of friends ever...i don't really talk to you guys much...but you put up with me through all my bitching and moaning over stupid boy emo issues...for that i thank you. thank you for not forgetting me...thank you for caring and thank you for everything i love you guys really i do ( Read more... )

[plz replace the word "love" with "like ( Read more... )

i feel dissapointed. i feel like i've been let down and i feel like i've set myself up for the fall. lately i knew that i would fall and i still jump i hate this feeling it's not like i like being let down. i've waited and i've gotten nothing. i suppose you could say that it's my fault for assuming but at the same time i thought i was assuming for ( Read more... )

wow...i love how one person can make all the difference in the world sometimes...how one person can make you smile uncontrolably. for the past 2 days i have walked around with a permanant smile plastered across my face and this time i know why ^_____^ i love it....i don't even know if this is going anywhere and yet i still can't help but smile... ( Read more... )

i'm not anxious...worng emotion...this is the real emotion...

is it just me or is it that fathers think that they have no responsibility to anyone but themselves? ok so i know that i'm being very unfair...its not all fathers just some...iknow that it's not all fathers...but i don't know...it's like as men some fathers think that they have no responsability to the family...all they really have to worry about ( Read more... )

ok so i guess it's time to update. i no longer feel so foolish. i admit that i didn't make a mistake...and although i regreted it at the time...but i'm happy that i did it now. i feel releived that i did it...the one thing is how they told me it would become easier aftr the first time and it's not...i still have that fear in me of ever asking any ( Read more... )

so...like i said i feel like such a fool. i did something tonight that was a first for me...it was scary and i don't know if i'm happy that i did it or what. i'm kind of not happy but not sad about it and at that same time i'm actually quit sad. i feel like such a fool. i don't know what i was expecting. nothing i guess...but at the same time ( Read more... )