ok guys so now i'm awesome...hehehe i'm the last of the bunch to get my L XP hehehe now i'm a "loser" driver lolz if i ever decide to actually drive... then again it did take me this long to get it so to not drive with it would be a bit of a waste don't you think? yea i think so...i think i'll learn...heheh then i can wave so long to the bus hehehe ( Read more... )

have you ever stood on a street corner at around 1:30 in the morning? well pending on where you are sometimes it can be really peaceful. for example a couple of weeks ago after i got off work and got off the bus i had to wait for the light to change so that i could cross the street and go home. so there i am standing on the corner of 49th and ( Read more... )

eventually everyone has to grow up. it's a choice we have to make to either follow or stay where we are. i guess i've never had a problem with the growing up while everyone else is thing, and if i have i've never really noticed it. i've never noticed it happening to anyone close to me either, but now that i have i don't know what to say. i know ( Read more... )

"Write Ten statements intended towards Ten different people, but never tell them it was about them, or would never say it to their face, or something you wish you would have said, but didn't."

[1] Stop creating drama, and stress for yourself. Let life work itself out sometimes. We don't have all the answers to everything , and thats just the way ( Read more... )

wow so 2006 has officially begun. i don't know what to say. the last day of the old year was amazing. had fun with friends i hope you guys all had fun. now then my previouse entry was well...i still want, i thought that i could leave all of that behind but i guess it's harder than i thought it was. it's supposed to be easier it was easier but this ( Read more... )

ok guys i've decided it's time to leave the past behind, 2006 starts in like 2 or 3 days and it's time to leave 2005 behind. keep in mind i say leave it behind not forget it comepletely. i have no intentions to forget this year it's had it's moments. leaving this all behind is gonna be really hard but i know that i have to do it, it's the right ( Read more... )

i'm sorry you guys...i know that i've been a downer lately and i'm sorry i'm dumping my problems out and you all have to hear about it. i wish i could bring myself to think about something else, but it's the only thing on my mind and the only thing that i seem to be able to think about. so if you're sick about hearing about it...stop here and just ( Read more... )

so i was content with the road that i was on...i was pleased with it i was happy...unbelievably happy...but i continued down that road and he turned left or right some where earlier. he met up with someone else and i thought he was following me down the road. but i've hit a speed bump again. another road block. so what now? how do i deal with it ( Read more... )

i have a fear...i'm afraid it's happening again. everything was great and then all of a sudden...just like before ( Read more... )

okie dokie so my face has broken out in this huge ass rash and i hate it it makes me look sooooo UGLY!!! or at least i think so. i know that it's just a physical appearance and it shouldn't matter because what should matter is the person that i am inside...yadda yadda yadda...i totally believe that but for once i hate my face and that has never ( Read more... )