hey.

i was here, but now i'm gone,
i've left this link for you to click on. (if you want to.)

the new me.

happy rainbow
2002-2005

xxx

after several hours of exploring politics in my mind last night, i have realised that i am useless to the world and clueless as to what to do about it. which is a little depressing to say the least. but there are at least plenty of things to take my mind off of the fact, starting with hanging out the washing and possibly followed by having lunch. ( Read more... )

so. this weekend then, different. not different in the way you use the word to badly disguise it was a different type of shit to that you may have experienced before, i mean different good. the sun shone, unbearably so at times, but providing a beautiful backdrop for r.e.m doing what they do best in hyde park. choosing idlewild as a support act was ( Read more... )

it won't be long until i hit the five hour mark. i'm glad the internet exists, generally it alleviates boredom and loneliness, for which i am glad. i have been moping about feeling detached from everyone else today, but when it comes down to it, there was not a lot i could do. after an inspirational chat with jam, i think i will make sure things go ( Read more... )

so it was my birthday two days ago, which was quite nice. the day before i wrote a silly entry about life throwing you lemons and feeling like you were drowning in lemonade. but then the computer crashed just as i was about to press update and things got better, spooky i thought. i spent six hours of tuesday at work where everyone was nice to me ( Read more... )

i don't have to leave for work for another two hours, starting at twelve really does have its advantages. i am sitting here in my pyjamas hoping today won't be a repeat of yesterday though. i didn't have to be anywhere, so i wasn't in a hurry to get dressed - then the courier delivering one of alex's birthday presents arrived. this is possibly the ( Read more... )

this weekend seems to have been a bit rubbish for lots of different people. just before i left to go to work on saturday we had a phonecall from a sobbing aunt, poor nanny had a heart attack and had been stuck on the floor for almost a day. its a bit of a miracle that she's ok really, considering all sorts of things. although we were told she was ( Read more... )

i'm bored.

bizarre, thats what this not having to be at college or work is. i'm not quite sure what i should be doing with myself. i accompanied joseph on an expedition yesterday, the sole purpose of which was to buy a shaky egg. once we'd done that, had a nice look round fopp and i'd got some unsuprisingly grim passport photos done we got a bit bored really ( Read more... )