It has been 2 sad and lonely days so far without my buddy. It really sucks. David is being an ass to me and now I have nothing to do. Where or where could my little swan be or where oh where could she be??? I bet Mike is freaking right now...I know I am. This only reminds me of how bad life will suck after graduation. Me..all by myself. No Swan..I' ( Read more... )

I don't cut anymore. Nor will I ever again. But some people that I care about like to bring it up..not in a funny way either. And it hurts sooo fucking bad! Cuz they think they know what their talking about...ohh some emo chick right...yeah she gets sad and cuts herself. But they don't know. And I wont ever let them go no matter how they treat me ( Read more... )

Well..here I go. Getting ready to tell the parents that were getting a kitten. Probly two. (if I'm lucky) =) I will be ever so sad if I don't. I need something to pet and feed. Okay well I am off. It's late. I'm tired.

p.s. thanks for the pizza dani. you so broke my lent! lol
jk it hasnt started for me yet!

So yeah...it pissed me off. She's really stupid. Messing up her life and she don't even care. She'll be on eight mile in a few years living in a box under the bridge. She's always BITCHING about life even though she's got a place to live. Sure dad yells all the time, but thats just cuz he's like the friends she used to have, they cared. Cared being ( Read more... )

I went home today..didnt work out. too tired. I went to the kitchen and got myself a bun...went into my bedroom and started eating it. then i realized..i forgot the peanut butter and jelly...*sadness* i dont feel good.

I'm kinda bored...thinking about maybe going to sleep but something has been bothering me lately..something that I just can't let go..I have been debating on it for some time now..thinking how on earth someone could let this happen to something that is so dear to me..and the thing is..I still can't believe it's not butter.

So...i went through putberty last night..that was fun. I found out a whole lot more about myself..like..im spiritually retarded. I dont care...like a lot of my so called "friends" but I guess not anymore. So whatever I'm all good. *It's hard to find a job without a high school diploma, but being homeless and stuff is fun to i guess* Anywho...I got ( Read more... )

uh..yea..i dont know that i am going to california any more. before you freak out..just know dreams change.

i will no longer be known as happy t3rr0r...the name is dreamnot_livenot...on everything...goodbye

wow its been a while...dust off the old shoulders...yea so a lot has happend lately. you all obviously know so i wont say anything. honestly, im just sick of caring about people who dont apprieciate life...so i'll stay clear of who i care about from now on. you know turn over a new leaf, stear clear of the bad people. but its kinda hard when they' ( Read more... )