Re: Fucking True.happybuddhaAugust 15 2002, 16:13:49 UTC
One i am over you as far as being in love with you the way i was, i still love you because you were my best friend, but that is it, and yeah it still hurts because now that i need your help and your advice with mickie, you are not there. But i am over you in that way, i can't promise i am, but i truly believe i am. I simply miss you as a friend, and love you as a friend and that is truly it.
I will never be able to say enough for you. You constantly need someone to reapeat something they have said when they ment it. That holds me back mostly and the fact that you went to franks. You cant be forgiven for that. I am considering our friendship though...just dnt call all the time and cry because I am with someone or be hurt when I take because you give. in fact say no every once in awhile. This isnt a take you back or something. I am severing friendship because its for your own good.
i understand, and i am truly sorry for going to franks, he is a friend, but you are a more important friend, so if you don;t want me to hang out with him or anything i promise i won't, i feel as if i no longer harbor feelings for you as i used to, i won't promise i can;t promise i will continue not feelings things for you , i might start again, but i do promise i will not act like i did. I realize what I was doing to myself and i can;t let myself do that again. I still deeply love you as a friend, you were, are my best friend, you know me better than any b/f ever will, and you still loved me for it, and that is why you are my best friend, i truly do need you as my best friend, i can go to you for anything, i truly can;t say that about anyone else, and fyi, when i used to cry about never being loved, i no longer do that, i know i will be loved, i just need your advice now, because i am not worried about not being in love, about never feeling the 'spark' as you put it, i don't really have any feelings for mickie and i think i should, i
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