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[happybuddha]

I pushed him away jsut like i pushed my father away, i know he could never love me like i loved him all i ask is for his friendship and now i don't even have that, why do i do things that hurt others, why must i suffer and longer. No, i shall not suffer any longer i must end it today.

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NO

[djverve]

GOD DAMNIT DONT YOU DARE! I WILL NOT ALLOW IT! IT IS NOT WORTH IT! THIS AFTER NOON AT 7:00 I WILL BE HOME AND I BETTER SEE YOUR SCREEN NAME ON MY BUDDY LIST SHOWING THAT YOU ARE ONLINE!

No.

[tobey_twink]

You shall not Aaron. You didnt do anything. GET THE FUCK OVER THAT!
We need time apart. If you do anything stupid. I do not know what I am going to do. You lost someone you knew for about 2 months. yay. You can live without me. And Remember I am still here just we need time apart. Its not forever. Jesus Man, why cant you get over yourself? Its not alwyas your fault. Things happen for a reason.
And by the way the song is - 18 wheeler. Its a pink song!

Re: No.

[happybuddha]

I won't do anything i promise i won't, i want to, i truly want to so badly, but i won't because i will not do that to you, i know you would never forgive me if i did, you act like it is wrong for me to be in love with you, trust me, if i could choose i would go back and change everything where we were always just friends, because it was my love for you which pushed you away, you keep trying to deny that i am in love with you, you say both must feel it for it to be love, but the truth they don't, I love you please realize that what i feel for you is love, just because you don't love me, doesn't mean that i can't love you

Re: No.

[tobey_twink]

I love you Aaron Please believe me. But for not its better I stay away from anyone. Please understnad and continue to talk over LJ but please do not be angry or anything. I have to get over Paul and figure if I am even gay since the world doesnt seem to want that. Everyone thinks I am just some straigt boy who is wanting to be gay and it makes me so angry because I want to be gay but not straight.

Re: No.

[happybuddha]

Ryan i am sorry because i was probably the first who voiced that oppinion it was wrong of me to question yours or anyone elses sexuality (except that blonde little twink three lockers from me:)) i first said it to cope with you, the greatest insult is calling someone straight so that is how i coped. And trust me 1) if you want to be gay, no one can take that away from you and 2) you were a complete bitch to me and i know only a fag can be that big of a bitch:)
If you ever need anyone to talk to about this please call me or IM me or ask me to come over i will be there as soon as you call, and we will talk about this and other things, things we never got the chance to talk about in the first place, all things that need to be brought into the open

:)

[djverve]

*sings: you could push me out the window*
i love that song.