hello world I come in greetings on this merry night. Nothing too secial just dreams on the rise. I am of course stoned again not much to report this side of the world is calm. It's time for some karmatic good. well going to bed now type later

its another day. got a milk shake today that was the highlight of it. james is cleaning up another mess god does it ever end here. I'm sick of this but the social security thing could take years what do I do. but james is behind me about it so I am going for it. whats a culpa years. I need something to do school sounds good but that would ( Read more... )

ffffuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkk this computer. I want my own. markie has a laptop. I'm not actualy intrested in live jopurnal right now so smoke on type later

I am here another day . Another day of existing, I want to get a job but james thinks it will mess up the chances of my getting social security. got a letter today from te walfare people for food stamps that had my pin number My case is still pending james is stil depressed and mopeing about. he needs a good job. well I am just on the computer ( Read more... )

well good evening I am pleased to announce to all I have had an appifoney such an appifoney I don't know what to do with my self. I need no one but my self to tell me about my self worth. not quite what you would think is mounmental as an appifoney. But let me tell you one aand all that I am clean of my sins. There is not one among us with out ( Read more... )

It's another day and I am still doing nothing. I sit at home. This mornning I got three letters from disability Now i have like a shit load of papper work to do. well i am keeping it short today type later.

here is the situation right now ( Read more... )

Just a day. Not much of a day today. I layed in bed all day with James ( Read more... )

well I applyed for social security and finally looked up info about schizophrenia. Know I understand a little more whay I have this disones. I really need to learn how to spell. Wait a minuint does this not have a spell check? Well I might use it this time. I am tired I have been tired and kinda just here. James and I had happy time in the ( Read more... )

well over the holiday I spent time in the aslyme again. This is getting old. I seem to just be getting crazyer and crazyer. I miss the plane home or more I got to the airport and to the plane and even on the plane to just freek out and have to get off. I missed the trip home and the next day went back to the nut house. I am on more medication ( Read more... )