here I am again. I have no job and no money. Why? Here I sit and ponder upon my ass with little intrest in the real world. It kicked my head in again. I have this great "gift" that I can't seem to get right. I am human so I am doomed to make mistate after mistake. I would like to get on the good side of fate here one of these days. I just ( Read more... )

well today was eventfull I went with james today. I was able to ride around and make james' day easier. We had a good day. He had to go to every car dealership in las vegas to make sales pitches. Tomarrow I plan to go up to the courtyard by marriott to get a job. I know I am qualified for the job. I probaly get it i just need to put some ( Read more... )

well I figuared that i should start filling this out more since i have a lot more time on my hands. I woke up early again today. So I laid in bed for a cupla hours drifting in and out. I got up took the custmary shower and got dressed. I came out into the living room to a total sty as usual. No problems here I look foward to something to do. I ( Read more... )

here we are in this world. most of us feel alone. We cry and moan about no one that loves us. All we have to do is look around and understand that the freinds by our side are love. we want romantic love. all of us feel the need to be held. All you have to do is ask for a hug. Any frind will help you out. when your not looking for it she ( Read more... )

I am going into the recluse echos of my mind. As of monday like tomarrow I will no longer have internet. goddess this being poor really sucks any way as soon as I can I update later type later

So yeah I think i got a job today. it was cool. i will be working for the hampton inn summerland. She was sopost to call me back to let me know when I am on the scedule yeah. I don't get kicked out of my home.

yea so the other day I was sitting on the couch and all of a sudden I had this feeling in my chest. at first I thought it was indegestion. Wrong. So I relize that i have to go and meditate. I go and lay down and assume the position. I do the usual and then I don't know. It was like my uncouncious mind took over. I just started to weave a ( Read more... )

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I'm drunk on captin morgan pirate bay coccnut flavor

If you wait for me Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled far, I always hold a place for you In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll return and fill that space in your heart