Jesus, 147 weeks since an update. How bloody depressing. I want to have shed loads to say, and I will. Maybe just not now. TV on and I am tired. Although I have had a couple of thoughts the last few days about motherhood. My boy watches too much tv and I spend too much time not playing with him. He is so creative and so enthusiastic. I need to ( Read more... )

I am worried sick about Sue and can't find her. I rang her number and it was a strange voice on the machine. I need to get in touch but don't know where to look. If anyone knows where she is please let me know.

The Dancing Dragons are really beautiful. I always want to pet them, but the people inside would think I was weird, and anyway, they move too fast. Last night I went for a Chinese New Year meal, with Simon and his family...and Ewart, the Gay Lord, well really he is the son of a Lord, and he is gay, but he is stunning to look at and it makes me ( Read more... )

Right, my stomach is still sore and I think Saba is depressed. He needs to run but the vet said he was to have a strict regiment of no running AT ALL for two weeks. The garden is full of poo ( Read more... )

Sometimes things are black,
sometimes blue.
Other times,
like now...
things are just all grey and cloudy.

My mom decided to surprise me and fly out here for my birthday, she was standing at the bar when I walked into The Plow for my birthday and my brain registered it was her, but I just couldn't figure it out ( Read more... )

Valentine ( Read more... )

Too much going on to comprehend at the moment. I too feel like having a long nap, or taking a holiday from the daily monotony and stress of life. Reasons listed below ( Read more... )

Update of events:
1. Found Pabs. she was waiting for us as we got in from the cat hunt at 11pm last night. Bad cat.
2. Whoa, my birthday is in 6 days.
3. Simon is great and he loves me.

Didn't sleep well last night, Pabs is still missing and it is the third day. Someone said they saw her yesterday in the orchard around the house, but she is nowhere to be found, and I feel really sick ( Read more... )