so here i am in nyc babbeeee, been here for a week. thought i was staying, but mister wonder showed up and changed my plans once again. i think i realize now how completety unsettled my life is and me in it. all this fucken moving around shit is really starting to piss me off, but im too retarted to make the right desicion so i'm just going to ( Read more... )

i need a car within the next month, im coming back to ny so if anyone knows anyone who is selling a car call anna at my house # 718-863-2550

so i'll see you soon, today at 9;30pm east 88th st.

i wonder if i should start writing about my experiences at all. soo many, and i did it all to myself. i guess once you start gettting yourself involved with bullshit it just kinda sticks around by itself. so it kinda started with arlington then transferred itno virginia beach. i was prettty damn happy in arlington. i was living with kelly, worked ( Read more... )

so it's been about 3 week after the last entry....and i'm still here in virginia. i've been kinda getting along with my life here. it feels really strange cuz i have no one except for kelly here. i've met a few people here, but i just hold no real interest in anything except just making some money for as long as i can take it. and yeah....i feel ( Read more... )

so umm does anyone like that milkshake song ( Read more... )

how can this be? how can i have changed things this much. my needs and opinions have changed completely.many people have came in and out of my life and why is it okay with me??i guess cuz ikow they were'nt meant to be really there it was all just ashow, the truest of all the most loyal and comforting of all i can say that i really appreciate. it ( Read more... )

this weekend was acomplete waste of time. i should have went to larisa's house, that wold have been much more productive. i swear my life in new york city is becoming worse and worse, i hate evrything around me and want to get out as quickly as possible out of here, i dont know how soon that'll happen but whenever it does i know i long for that ( Read more... )

so here i am at around 2 30is am sitting and writing. partially cuz i haent written in like ages, and theni guess i felt kinda restless. im a real dimwitt. i had all the time in the world and i only start doing my homework at 12, watever. i decided why battle for sleeping hours so here i am ( Read more... )

well we see each other again........and i am happy for that. im going to orchard beach on rollerblades with shane now, we'll pick up soe people on the way.....hope i hope hope hope it'll be time.