doesnt any ever feel the need for more and more and more......of what? money! i need money, i need a lot of money. i want money. i cant help it. please someone help me to get some money......i'll do anything!!

QUACK!!!!!!!

THE EVIL ARTIST ( Read more... )

i hope no one sees me who i would want to see me. today was a very strange day. stephanie's parents kick ass, they're really good to me. i went to the rockaways with them and it was really nice there ( Read more... )

so very tired must go to sleep..............at stephanies...........she's already fallen asleep on the couch.

when i say once that i do not want to fuck you that should be enough right? when i say twice you should start to feel a bit imbarassed that you made me say it twice, and should really start to get the clue. when i sat three times and then sit there trying to convice you that i do not want you and i will not want you no matter what you should really ( Read more... )

i have run out of time again. and nothing will be done, i will not even hope anymore. just try to forget, and still remember.

i miss him
and its all over
we never had a chance
that i knew existed
the same happens all the time
time runs out
and i didnt even say goodby
i wonder wat he thought
if anything at all
i wonder if he will remember
something that did not exist
those certain moments
were gallant
and i felt happy
but now that its over
will faith even bother?

well what da hell am i doing on this late? i have some more of that horrible work tomorrow, more kids. for 2 more weeks and then ill be taking a break until school. probably go to virginia. after reading all those lonely entries writtten by so many lonely people i began to feel lonely myself. i think i can end this loneliness i just have to try. i ( Read more... )

aaahhh people are real assholes. why do we talk to each other. why do we develop friendships. why do we need things? do we need things or do we just want things. i wish i could make up my mind about what my whole life is about. i've been going through a really confusing time putting up with shit and just blocking it out to not get hurt. there would ( Read more... )