I probably sound really psycho crazy on this journal. But I think getting it out helps me to be happier in real life. Because I feel like I told these people how I feel ( Read more... )

Ehhhh. So I had a wonderful talk with Ellen and Lyndsey and Hilary today about how much school freaking sucks. We were saying that we don't even have time to be healthy anymore. There's no time to work out, sleep, or eat right. I don't have time to pamper myself or take care of my appearance. I jump out of bed, take a shower, throw on clothes, and ( Read more... )

Wow. It has been 35 weeks since I last blogged. I'm not writing this for anyone but me. I would just write it in word but it doesn't have the importance I want. I'm so sick and tired of everything right now. Everything is TOO much and too crappy for me to deal with. I have so much homework. I'm never done doing homework and if I THINK I'm done..... ( Read more... )

I would pay someone 472974923747 dollars if they wrote a book explaining men.
Yup.

Wow it's almost 2007 and I'm just getting the hang of 2006 ( Read more... )

I LOVE COLD. But as I was thinking about it today I think I love more of the stuff that comes with cold than the actual temperature. Like hot tea or cocoa by the fire, being able to run without losing all of my water supply, and CHRISTMAS. I love being all cozy at home with a book and a good apple, sitting on my couch with a blanket, or just ( Read more... )

Quit playing games with my heart.
:(

It feels so weird to be in school again.
I want my summer back soooooo much.
I guess I just feel this weird feeling of loss for summer laid backness.
I'm a laid back person. I just get all uptight at school.
Stupid grades and pressure.
I hate school.

So my life recently ( Read more... )

Well it's over. Can't say I'm sad. I think I knew that we were just better friends. I just hope he knows we can't just hang out and pretend nothing happened. At least not this soon. And I can't tell him because he'll think it hurt me and it didn't. I'm free to flirt with whoever I want. Not that I wasn't doing that before, but now I don't have to ( Read more... )