oo0hhhhhhhh i dont know what to think. im so tired my eyes just blink. alasdlfasll ahsdhah lalalala
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imma sleep now.

So I just watched "In good company" with me parents. It stars Scarlett Johansen who im now in love with more than ever. haha. It reminded me of the good ole days. Life is about timing they say. Boy is that right. I have good timing in many things but with social situations, with girls, my timing is horrible.

... being in this house is driving me nuts.

im tired of listening to my mom chew her food.

aosdkhflaskd ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

love is my cheap hooker,
seducingly sublime.
she asks me to pull over,
smelling of turpentyne.
in the dark a fire starts,
by morning it will smoulder.
she looks as me, cunningly,
as she rests upon my shoulder.
in my eyes there's no diguise,
my heart is only colder.

good grief. much stuff done today. i need to find out when im coming back to CS. I'm missing the socializing. I would really like to cook when I get back. I'm thinking something like salmon and cookies. mmm plus i've been craving quiche forever.

600 miles. 1 smashed truck bed. brain has gone to the mushy stage ( Read more... )

dude. poop. i just happened to forget my driving record at home.. so tomorrow i get up at 8 to drive home then drive back to CS then drive to Dallas then drive back to CS. lots of driving.

I might have issues trusting people ( Read more... )

im tired. i havnt done anything, nothing has been accomplished. but i dont really care about school and such, so whatever. its funny how lately i've met quite a few new people who have been very friendly, and they'll be gone before i even know it. poop. then what? i guess i'll be stuck with the people from before. thats sad to me. this is always ( Read more... )

oh yeah, and i think juice is why i am not sleepy. I started to drink juice again rather than sprite or whatever, and i feel I have a ton more energy.