I'm so not in the mood to write this entry. I'm just doing it for Elena. So I went to Mardi Gras last weekend and got majorly unbelieveably Fucked Up! I was planning it on being my last binge and thank fuck it is. I'm so over it. Not taking anything for a very long time if not ever again. And I want to stop the drinking. No more excessive drinking ( Read more... )

Paul called me this morning. I've been waiting for him to call for a whole tortorous nine days. And we spent the whole day together. We want the same things and this leaves me baffled and excited. He is a beautiful fucked up crazy hilarious eccentric person and I can drink from his cup for hours and still want more. This could not have come at a ( Read more... )

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Last night was weird. I saw Asian David make out with his friend Anthony and they are both meant to be happily married. His friend was old and gross and kept touching my arse. I met up with Boyan at the Peel. I haven't seen him for over a year. He hasn't changed much really. Some emo boy was after me and thought me and Boyan were together and ( Read more... )

Red Raw with Michael and his best friend that is 'in love' with him was fuckin awesome. I got really trashed and stayed til close at 7am. I hanged with Justin too and saw him shirtless - he's actually quite yummy and of course he was completely off his head. Human Nature performed which was the funniest and gayest thing I saw all night. So many gay ( Read more... )

Okay I've had two customers at work say they will complain about me and they might have good reason for it or they might just be delusional fuckheads who find my 'magnet' earrings offensive. One fat bitch had a fit just because I asked for her ID like I do to everyone who wants to pick up registered mail. Apparently that has never happened to her ( Read more... )

I don't want to be obsessed and fall in love with a hot lebanese emo boy who is not muslim and who sings in a band and kisses really well just because he showed interest in me (and is my ultimate dreamboy that I have only wanted all my life ( Read more... )

I don't update enough. Oh well. Christmas I got trashed and hanged out with my psychotic Egyptian family. You need a whole bottle of vodka to tolerate them and be able to talk with them. Fuck they are so embarassingly woggy. Now I have another Christimas this Saturday which is really just another reason to get wasted (oh, right I don't need a ( Read more... )

I've been making trash look hot again lately. Nothing newsbreaking really. I got majorly wasted at Eva's birthday, almost got kicked out for having alcohol in my bag. Music wasn't retro enough to me unless you count early 90s dance music a nice blast from the past (how shit is that cliche). Roxy had her cleavage out and a bow on her head. My cousin ( Read more... )

I don't feel like saying much expect that I'm now saving money to go live in the UK for at least two years probably by next August. And that I'm totally obssessed with this song ( Read more... )