i don't want to be dead, but that dosen't mean i want to be alive...

[happyphantom7]

Green

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laying in bed last nite it hit me again, my cat is gone, and all the reasons why my cat is gone, i almost started crying, this house is sucking me down into a place i can no longer pretend is normal

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[calm_waters]

is this the same cat that died years ago from the big turds?

[happyphantom7]

NO! what the fuck....

:(

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[cinderwnch]

i wish there was some way to post this with out everyone seeing

[happyphantom7]

isn't there suppose to be a bob somewhere in your name? i thought there was. we can be penpals, that works for me. i'm really sorry for the way i treated you while you were hear, i wasn't thinking. your right i do say things with out thinking of what's going to happen. i've always been like that. but i gotta make this short because i just woke up and i really need to smoke. but i'll hopefully talk to you later, i'm gonna add you to my buddy list. :)

wuv, Wicky

P.s. yes we had tons and tons of good times, there was all of our not parties, and three ways phone calls, and when i got a camera and we took pictures of the most random shit possible. and when we....uh..."found" all that money and bought eachother christmas presents...hehe...and when we would make extensive plans to runaway to juno...hehe..*sigh* if only we could be 14 all over again...

p.p.s. i guess this wasn't very short oh well. :p