i keep finding myself in situations that i don't want to be in, but how did i get there you may ask. and i may answer, i have no fucking clue. i want more than anything to see you. nothing else matters anymore, because whatever else it is i'm doing i just wish you were there with me. i keep seeing 6s and 4s and i don't know what they mean... but ( Read more... )

yesterday was 40hours long at least. i'm not sure where it started, but i'm so glad that it finally ended. i can't find the words to describe any of it. i lost a piece of my mind yesterday and i'm not sure if it's going to come back. i didn't know i could think about the number five for so long. i wish i could have seen you under different ( Read more... )

I took my girl to go bowling downtown at the red door ( Read more... )

Color Piece ( Read more... )

so as i had predicted the buddy situation blew over, she called, i told her i felt like an asshole, she said okay good, and then poof, it was as if it had never happened....heh... as for my parent's i'm gonna go over there today i think and talk to em, the crappy part is my mom won't be there, hmm maybe i won't go over there. we'll see ( Read more... )

okay this isn't going to be easy but uh, here it goes. hi my name is ricky, and uh, i'm an asshole ( Read more... )

Each time I make my mother cry an ( Read more... )

i'm too tired to put this any way but simply ( Read more... )

( There's no need to point the finger / we understand who takes the blame )

it's kinda like being the third wheel on a little red tricycle, we turn in unison, but i'm not really in control, i'm just merely along for the ride. i don't know where were going to turn next, but you know what, i don't really care. i'm the one that signed up for this, i'm just getting what i need, not necessarily what i want, but i knew i had to ( Read more... )