it was engine and i, and we were both happy and sad ( Read more... )

ray says, "porcupine, think positive," and i'm tryin ( Read more... )

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you said it would never be how it is now. right now feels so incredibly strange, on top of that. i feel like the Vitruvian Man with arms as radii of a sphere made of every single atom in the universe at my command. or at least i feel like i have that potential. potential doesn't mean shit, though. a pea born white-eyed. a frog born with another ( Read more... )

i have my drugs. i have my woman. they keep away my loneliness.

i've always looked at famous quotations in a timeless manner. as if each saying did not have its own suspense. i've weighed them with the culmination of every thought that person has had, as if they had but one thing to ever say. as i scanned a phone card at work today, i realized how foolish this is. so i thought, and thought, as humans do. and i ( Read more... )

everytime i look into your eyes i become overwhelmed with their surrealism. it's like looking at a car crash, and wondering how energy can create such indifference towards nature's normalcy. and as you drive by, you look, from your slight distance, and feel as if you were a part of it yourself. if you were a part of the beauty. the beautiful chaos ( Read more... )

if your head swims in the abstract
and your arteries suck blue
then you could be on to something
on to something new
everything is happening right now
and your stomach is the venue

throw on a hard hat
throw on a hard hat
don't swallow a camel
or strain at a gnat
throw on a hard hat

with your blonde strands brushed aside
you kiss the day goodnight
your tomorrow's start is unbeknown
just as how red will be its bright

"no!" your sentence screamed
your lungs pushed the exclamation
the sound's dawn was found in
the pinpoint of your mind's location

sometimes i wish i could lie, but only to try to convince people of interesting things. i do sometimes for small jokes, but i mean this in a larger scale, as in giving my entire life to a lie. i want to try to convince people my entire life feels like deja-vu. i think i have a problem with trying to remain in people's memory. also, i am a new man.