I hope no one reads this... or at least pays it any mind... I just wanted to get this off my chest.

FUCKING GODDAMN CUNT FUCKING SHIT HELL FUCKING BLOODY DAMN it ALL to hell...

I've got to lace up the 'walking through shit' boots again and get my ass to steppin'.
Guess it's overdue...

FUCK!

I give up on trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me, but I do know I feel off... Too many damn well wishers trying to tell me how to live my fucking life for my comfort, and it feels like it's going down the shitter anyway, when all it's really doing is standing still. It isn't change or lack of change that bothers me... it's that ( Read more... )

Somehow still alive through the idiot carnage around me. Not sure how I'm still swinging half the time and others it comes naturally. I'm not sure if it's all the neurotic urges I've been holding back on haunting me or this hellish semi-house arrest that i've been in since I missed the trial date. I'm getting sick of staring at the same 4 walls ( Read more... )

I've been waiting a long time ( Read more... )

Relapse, prevent, trigger, intent, now drown ( Read more... )

Really would be nice to figure out where my brain is at... Somehow, though things seem to be going in the right direction, I have that nagging feeling like the proper thing for me to do at this exact moment is bang my head on a wall and cuss a lot at divinities who are probably laughing their asses off at me ( Read more... )

*rocks back and forth and listens to the sound of waves filtering in through his memories*

God damn it... I never really leave here for long. It doesn't help that no matter if it's been 30 days, your journal can still be activated, and you can read all the tidbits of your life that you were trying to forget about. In a sense I'm grateful for that because I never really wanted to forget a damn thing... Just think about in a different ( Read more... )

I decided to return given the drama surrounding me has subsided.

Fucking shit... guess it's time to start making my way. Thanks to all who gave me some kind of hell or another... Piss on this account and pretty much everything having to do with a computer. If you give a shit call me, otherwise I'm out... for good.