Okay, please disregard the previous entries. *cough* I'm some years older, somewhat wiser, but I still haven't outgrown toilet humor. I'm in college now, at a hot-shot community college! *thumps up* No, it's not that I wouldn't of gotten into an univesity; I was just lazy and didn't apply. So, next semester I'll be at VCU, rooming with Tara. *yay ( Read more... )

i think my soul is cursed. i have to fall in love with the guy i can't have. he'll never know how much i love him...i'm still head over heels in love with ray. it used to be great, now its just depressing; knowing that he doesn't feel the same. the first guy i love with every ounce of my being doesn't love me back...at all. the most i ever get from ( Read more... )

i think my soul is cursed. i have to fall in love with the guy i can't have. he'll never know how much i love him...i'm still head over heels in love with ray. it used to be great, now its just depressing; knowing that he doesn't feel the same. the first guy i love with every ounce of my being doesn't love me back...at all. the most i ever get from ( Read more... )

I don't know when I'm going to get over Ray, I still love him...I think I'll always love him. I just wish he felt the same way, my love life seems to kick me in the ass often. I really feel like he's my man...i just wish he felt the same. I adore him, I'd do anything in my power for him...if I could. It just really hurts.

yesterday Liz and i went to see the master of disguise...i had to! it had dana carvey in it. anyway, it wasn't all that great, it just had it's funny moments "NO CHERRY TREE FOR YOU GEORGE WASHINGTON!" that being one of them. then i went with liz to the pet shop and she bought a water dragon lizard HE'S SO CUTE! i want to name him/her buttercup... ( Read more... )

I was watching the show Flipped, and today it was all about date violence. It brought back memories...memories i've tried to forget but they somehow keep getting re-surfaced. i hope that therapy can help me out in that department i'm still so fucked up in the head. i want to have a normal relationship with a guy. not one that gets fucked up because ( Read more... )

Today Liz and i got slurpees and a chilli cheese dog from 7-11. THEN we went window shopping in old navy and i saw a pair of cords i like and a sweater. THEN we went window shopping in the book store and read parts of The Real World, Chicago book. and finally we went to petsmart to get lizard stuff 'cause liz wanted an iguana...then we learned they ( Read more... )

AHHHH!!! So Mikey and I were going down bragg road to get ice cream after dropping off his brother at the movies. Bragg road=ghetto scary place! so anyway, somebody suddenly stops in front of us...we hit the brakes...hear screeching tires...then boom! we get shaken around. yes folks, we were rear-ended. we pull off the road onto a place by the ( Read more... )

i feel so bad! Liz and Andrew had a fight lastnight and they pretty much agreed on not being friends anymore. then she called and asked for me, the thing was i was dead asleep. so my mom gave me the phone and apparently i talked to her and told her to come over and talk...but i don't remember any of it! and apparently when she came over i told her ( Read more... )

I've really gotten in System of a Down this summer, they're a great band. They make me want to wiggle and dance *wiggle*