i'm constantly having dreams that i'm jewish; i still believe that i was jewish in a past life. i had a dream last night that i had a sailboat...a magical sailboat that didn't need water, it would fly! then for some reason i went over to jonny's *shudder* and he was jealous of my sailboat and set me on fire! so, i'm dating this new guy...i really ( Read more... )

ahhh yes, the rejection came yesterday. no, not another man, but another college. VCU has shot me down, because apparently there is a state law that says that if go to a community college you have to have 45 hours at a community college before you can transfer to a university. I'm starting to think that maybe it's better that VCU shot me down, ( Read more... )

Alex told me he's going to stay in chicago this summer and i'm happy for him. the whole thing is i always imagined us seeing eachother on holidays and summer breaks, he said i could come to chicago, but where would i get that kind of money?

i just wish it could be the way i was anticipating.

"life is what happens when you're making other plans"

so, i went to have my ears poked on saturday to start gauging them...but they wouldn't scallpell them. so today i went down there and wayne from the party pierced them for me. so i'll stretch them. then he said that merl asked him to get my number if i ever came in there. good ole' merl.

school is school! yeah, i can't help but think about this guy i met at the party (the really quiet one). I must find him...c'mon someone throw me a bone, i want a decent guy to go out with.

Tara and i went to this huge party saturday night, and it was fabulous! i had some sea breezes, and some beer and i was ready to go! i was married for that night to this guy that had on aviators (i don't even remember my husband's name). then there was the all mighty merl, he was the best of the drunken men! eventually merl and i went sledding down ( Read more... )

Last night I actually went out! susan, john, genny, will and myself went to this local concert, which was horrible because there were all these hyper active 14 year olds...and i wanted to kill them. So, we left and played pool, susan and i won a free play on the jukebox so we played 'when i touch myself' (best song ever!). then! this guy who was in ( Read more... )

Okay, so I was talking to the ex-boyfriend about his adventure monday night and he said, "I should get a dog thats trained to attack black people." DO YOU BELIEVE THAT SHIT! I went off at him telling him how racist he is and he tried to justify it by saying that other people stood there and watched him get mugged. He lives in a predominantly black ( Read more... )

whoa! today was an eventful day, not really for me, but for finding stuff out. #1 My friend Lizzie hasn't been in class for a while, so I asked her if everything was all right, and I couldn't believe it. In the past few weeks, she's found out that she was pregnant, lost the baby, then found out the reason she lost the baby was because she has ( Read more... )

Ah yes, Aunt Flo has come...with rage! All day it was full of *cramp* 'ahhh! must squeeze butt cheeks together...must not let waste come out ( Read more... )