again, i live. yes,really. angst girl angst.

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So today is the last full day of me being in New Orleans. I'm pissed this trip went by so fast. I really don't want to leave and go back to NC. Can you blame me? But I'm a good girl and I can't ditch my responsibilities...grumble grumble grumble ( Read more... )

So...I've been in this fair city since Monday afternoon. And it's great and all...minus the FUCKING RAIN. Every time I try to go out side to explore...IT RAINS. But that's fine. Cuz it won't be raining all the time. And that's what matters. Tonight I will go exploring again. And all will be wonderful. Last night I was at The Bulldog, which ( Read more... )

just in case anyone was wondering...i still live...i just forgot how to sign into lj for awhile.... >.<  and forgot i had one.   lol

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...I really can't stand my father.

He's a complete asshole...that tends to be abusive.

He's taken away my car for helping at a cancer benefit...my grandmother died from breast cancer.  Hell, he has fucking cancer.

He's hit us on multiple occasions.

Now for the amusing part...

He's now accusing me of being a lesbian.

Because I never bring guys home.  ( Read more... )

meh...i feel like a loser. i'm in a wonderful relationship with a guy who adores me completely...and I want out NOW. he was even willing to deal with me moving in with Atreyu...a friend that I've been with. <--which is strange even for his laid back personality. He's always trying to make me happy.

...i'm just not.  and i don't know what will make ( Read more... )

Life as is right now, blows.

Big fucking shock, right?  I thought not.  Currently I'm struggling to see as I type this because the stupid eye doctor decided to dialate my eyes.  My big problem with this: I HAVE FUCKING CLASS IN 20 MINUTES and it still hasn't corrected itself after 30.  <---there is a test in class today.  I can't fucking see.

My dad ( Read more... )

dad is in hospital for supposed heart attack.  i have mixed feelings on subject.  i feel horrible for it too.  thanx bevi for having quizzes up...got my mind off of it for a bit.


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