For someone who loathes humanity, it's kinda ironic that I get depressed without social stimulation.

It's crazy spending the afternoon drunk at home with my family. I suddenly feel the need to take refuge. Its been such a non-day I love it. I don't have to work. I don't have to be at school. I don't have to go to the city for some show/club/social event/whatever tonight. I gonna actually sit down and make some music. I just got a mic so ( Read more... )

So it's been about forever and a day since I actually put anything in here...so yeah. The impromptu survey I took at Neo seemed really positive for an industrial roller-skating event in Chicago. Just seems like the matter of finding a venue and and name. The DJ was totally for it and Simone (sp?) said she would promote it. I seem to actually be ( Read more... )

I am seriously either ready to move back to Chicago, join the army, or die. The third one seems the most desirable right now. The only thing really stopping me is that I think I'm still a little low from being in Vegas. I think I hate Vegas even more than I hate Hollywood. It is like a giant mirage, and when you rub yr eyes you see nothing. I ( Read more... )

I just snuck onto a movie set tonight. After laying down a bullshit story to the security I was through. I started snapping picutres. The director even thought I was an extra, so I could have been in it, but I told her I was an intern, while laughing on the inside. The gig was up when I went in to get some close ups and the AD told me I wasn't ( Read more... )

I just watched the closure tape. It amazes me that it still brings me those "warm fuzzy feelings ( Read more... )

I definitely feel like after taking great strides forward in my life, this week it is all slipping backwards. The inept 'guidance' councilor at school couldn't even find my major at CSULB, I had to find it in the book for her. I still haven't heard anything about my financial aid and the end of the month is approaching rapidly, and people aren't ( Read more... )

Yep...Butterfly wings

So I finally got Das Bunker tonight. It was a nice change of pace from psytrance parties. The darker form of peace and love is nice, but once in while you just need violent physical contact. There was also something very beautiful about hearing Wreath of Barbs on a real sound system not streaming internet audio. I ended up in the Noize room ( Read more... )

I just found out today I can go to school for free. How cool is that?! I might as well take advantage of that. I'm on the track to getting some free money from the gov. It's nice of them to fund my artistic endeavors ( Read more... )