i finally got winston... so fucking excited... she is doing well and is getting used to her new house more each day. she is just the cutest beardie lol. sara and eric came over last night. me and sara went through pictures and reminsed of the ol' days, when life was more carefree and fun. but everyone has grown up now it seems. grown up and ( Read more... )

im peeling and it is getting annoying, not this weekend but the one before that, labor day weekend i went out on the boat and got burnt and now i am peeling... lets see.... um i bought my wedding dress, veil, and shoes on friday and then went to my hunny's house and fuck. holy fuck is more like it. he let dan sleep on the futon since he is ( Read more... )

went to the west virginia penitentiary and took pics.. in one i have an orb on my breast lol. and there are shadowed figurers in others. pretty interesting. i got locked up lol more later

so right now it is 8:13 am and i am in Norht Carolina. yayness lol. not really we are on a mission and it started yesterday and will continue today with meetins at 10am, 2pm, and 6pm. yesterday was so hard and it is just going to get harder. i never imagined that going to a school will cause tears, but there is a reason why. and last night i was ( Read more... )

i am starting to think i am a bad friend. i never really talk to anyone anymore. and why is beyond me. the days seem to go by to fast. maybe i am just a little depressed but i keep questioning the fact of if this is the life i want. most days i am happy and excited about getting married and i love Ian. but do i deserve him? sometimes i am so ( Read more... )

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my mother in law has gotten me addicted to scrapbooking and i fucking love it. i am going to finish one and have it at my wedding so i have to keep it pg but i took pics of my honey in the shower last night lol and i got rubber ducky stickers for a page i am going to make. last night was my first night in ian's new aparmtent and it is pretty ( Read more... )

i cant believe how early in the morning it is lol. my sweety is still asleep and i dont want to wake him up because he has to work today. i just couldnt sleep well. we went to look at Felt Mansion for our wedding and i liked it and all but it just wasnt what i wanted so we are doing the wedding and reception here and we have set a date and picked ( Read more... )

where do i begin hhhmmmm ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a very long time. shit i havent even been online in a long time. some days te hours just fly by and i dont even know what i was doing. so to give a quick update. um.... im in love and its great. he spoils me a lot and i love it lol. some things we talk about are maybe moving the relationship to fast, but we are ok with how ( Read more... )