what the fuck am i gonna do, i have like 6 weeks to decide. All i want is to have some stability for a little while. Im sick of being worried about being fired. Im sick of people watching me go down in flames because they say im young and its good for me. i dont wanna be ahead of my time anymore....i just wanna be me

so its time to choose a new one. where will i go and what will i see. Half of me just wants to go home and the other half craves a new adventure. Its my worst drug, ive always been restless. I could go down south with Jason, the poor kid hes only stayed this long because I love this area so much. Its time for him to go home now but I unfortunetly ( Read more... )

so ive been workin in boston for a few months. i ended up moving to boston with jason after the vermont experience. We moved here basically cause I said i was gonna finish school and i never did, sort of feel shitty about that. So i got in an argument in the first couple weeks and basically never went back. Jason, my roomate, didnt really give a ( Read more... )

havent said anything in a while
still in vermont
most likely not going back to school
probably not comming back home
probably going out west or across seas
peace
ps lost my phone

I feel like i have so much i should be doing and im not...

So im the only one in my classes now that smokes cigarettes and let me tell you it is a pain in the ass. All the people look at you with such scorn and disgust its pretty hilarious. a simple thing such as smoking and everyone freaks out. Smoking is my business all it does is hurt me and its not like im forcing them to smoke. This one guy just quit ( Read more... )

in a few weeks all be rid of my jobs and soon after that ill be gone. I dont know if i dont care or if it just hasnt hit me that im going to a place that ive never been before all alone ( Read more... )

i pod thing ( Read more... )

Im so tired and this week hasnt even started to get tough ( Read more... )

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