Theres so much that I need to get out of my head onto paper.. I just dont know how to put any of it in words.. It seems like everytime I try to talk to someone about it.. I just break down in tears and can't get anything out ( Read more... )

I must be really fucked up.. No.. It certain that Im really fucked up ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
I did too many new things in 2005.. Drugs, Sex and Rock N Roll.. Right?

2. Did you keep your New Years resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Fuck no.. Im worse than ever.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
My co-worker.. Coop.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope.. Not this year ( Read more... )

Why is it when you get something that you've wanted for so long.. Suddenly everything gets different. The mystery is gone.. The "game" which wasnt so much of a game to me.. Has come to an end. All that time waiting.. Wondering.. Anticipating.. And now Im left wanting more.. Or maybe even wishing that I had never gotten what I wanted ( Read more... )

Ai me ( Read more... )

I wish there was an easy way to describe what Ive been feeling lately.. I wish that everything wasnt tearing at my emotions.. And more than anything I wish that I understood what was going on ( Read more... )

So now that I have a digital camera.. Ive been taking pictures like crazy.. On an unrelated note.. Boys make me crazy.. And when I think about it.. That's all that I have in common with any female that I know.. Boys make all of us crazy.. They turn us into raging alcoholics..
( The usuals.. Beer.. Ice Cream.. And Bug eyes.. )

I wish I could explain the way that I feel..

With or without you.

So I got the camera up and running.. It's connected and here's my birthday pics. It was yet again a fabulous birthday.. Spent with some amazing friends..

( Let's Get This Shit Started.. )

My birthday weekend was FANTASTIC. I never quite understand why people always say that their birthdays suck.. Its what you make of them I suppose ( Read more... )