since i have another journal. i didn't see the point in updating it. but sometimes you want to write a specific entry..and you need to write it in your other for various reasons ( Read more... )

new lj account...its dearlivej. so add me up! :)

I will try to fix you. But i can't. I'm no good with words anymore ( Read more... )

i honestly don't care anymore. i've been in one of those moods this past month...which is basically...i could care less about anything...including myself. i've just let myself go...and let myself slowly return back into that person..that i swore i would never be again.

i am so excited. tonight is yet another installment of one of the concerts i am going to. I am going to see Saves the Day, Senses Fail and Emanuel. I didn't even know Emanuel were gonna be playing until like 3 days ago..they are such a good band! :) and i finally have enough money to payback everyone that i owe! yay! it is definately a good day ( Read more... )

I wanna vanish into abscurity where no one knows my name. where no one wants to know, and no one needs to care. admitting that I'm lost, won't help me disappear.

today seemed like it dragged out as long as it possibly could. i felt so numb, like i was on auto-pilot or something. i don't know how many mistakes i made today in my classes. i seemed to just shut out everyone today. it's funny how one day is great, then the next day sucks. i hate how that can happen. cheer up. yeah i will do that. only cause it' ( Read more... )

i think i am in love. for the first time. it scares me so much, but it also makes me so happy to know it. i didn't know that all the times me and him hungout as friends that it would mean/become so much more later to me, and now it has. i just knew that he was the one for me. this afternoon we just sat in my backyard together and leaned on ( Read more... )

he made it up to me. how come i am regretting forgiving him. maybe i'm just worried. he'll break me again. this weekend should be fun. tonite = coffee get together with my girls. saturday = shopping. well you can't go wrong with that, especially with an old friend i need to catch up with. queen st = <3. i swear it. i need new clothes so bad. but i ( Read more... )

i don't understand you ( Read more... )