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havent updated in a long time. i guess i only do it wen im sad. but not nemore ( Read more... )

idk if anyone as felt this but for those of you who dont, having someone who you love not belive a single word that comes out of your mouth when they think differently is one of those things that hurt hard and for a while.

some times i wonder if claires even happy with me. or if she will even live forever with me. i mess up all the time, i never do anything right, every day i dont live right, i just am a complete failure. everyone knows it. even i know it. only little things make me really happy like seeing the little alien claire still ahs or seeing that my dad took ( Read more... )

today i realised that if you have love nothing else matters like of corse i wan to be bigger but i odnt need to. im still gona try my heart out to be bigger but it dosnt bother me as much as it did last night and i want to thank claire for being honest to me about it. i wish she cud believ im being honest with her

i cant sleep. i asked claire today if i was really really skinny and she told me the truth. yes. which made me think about it more but wen i tried to talk about it she wud just blame herself and id feel even worse so i guess ur the only one i can tell. im happy the told me the truth it was just really hard to take all at once. i kinda wished she ( Read more... )

that was a test to see if my livejournal is read....i guess not

im home from schhol because of election day and im bored.

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