what i would give for a taste of passion.
the little boys bore me so
...one day...soon. i'll find a man that will grab my face...shape the lines of my cheek bones and chin, with the rough warm palms of his hands.
and everything that came before that moment will become dust on an empty shelf.

run and hide.....
run and hide....
runrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrunrun

i'll never stop

I told Ray and Amanda that I was going to skull fuck myself with a cucumber..sweet huh ( Read more... )

As much as i'd like to believe that there is more to life than money...i know in the back of my mind that the green is equally valued as much as breathable air. Pathetic. Disgusting. I really did want to go to AI..i day dreamed about it. Can you imagin doing something you want? I used to be able to. It's gone now. I've come to the pessimistic ( Read more... )

my head rose and fell with each of his breaths. listening contently to his heart beat....slow...quick...slower...faster. and as much as i wanted to stay awake to listen to every thud, the constant motions put me to sleep. comfort. the most genuine kind.

Honestly i haven't been this happy in so long. I'm completely content with every aspect of life. Thats right i'm bragging...you vixin on me? fack off.
I'll have to post some of my nar pics from the past couple of weeks, but that still woudln't do it any justice. I love Kenz...i really do. Theres nothing better then having someone like her. <3 ( Read more... )

humph. For some reason i think i'm the only person that any of my entrees makes sense to. I'm really not worried about a damn thing in life..well at the moment..i just have thoughts that collect in my head at night ..so i stumble over to the computer to jot them down. Unfortunatly, i wish i was bothered by some of the things that pop into my head ( Read more... )

we all die alone. true? I guess. Then what is living for anyway ( Read more... )

So Kenz is going to be gone this weekend. Amazing how alone you can be without one person. ONE. I keep thinking about the phrase Jim Carry said in The Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind... something to the effect... " Why is it everytime someone shows me the slightest bit of attention..i fall in love with them?" It happens. Sad, how such an ( Read more... )

Hypocracy is screaming--fucking flaming everywhere. I bet my knee caps that in the next 10 years there is going to be a Hypocrite Party candidate running for president. Somehow the incident that occured last week between me Kensey and that Jessica broad...turned out to be our fault. That dick head principal made it obvious to me that..being rude ( Read more... )