I think I'm in love...

[hardrocker88]

Yep... it's definate... I'm still in love with him...
And I'm glad.... because things are changing and getting  A LOT better for both of us.
We've been talking a lot about everything and he really cares what I have to say about things...
He's getting a second job and really thinking about his future.... even if he doesn't think he is...
Everytime I

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[kind_of_foolish]

you're definitely not alone!!
I'm here if you need to talk ; ]
<3

[hardrocker88]

thanks! I've been through the whole "I think I'm pregnant thing" before... but since I'm not using ANY kind of bc then there's a good chance... I don't want to be right now... but I do really want a baby. So if it happens it happens...
I'm just wondering how long it takes before I can find out, because my mom's pushing to get my back on bc but I kinda can't if I'm pregnant... I don't want her to buy my prescription and then be like o I don't really need that... she'd be pissed. I'm gonna buy a test this friday... but I'm not sure if it will show up.

[kind_of_foolish]

If your period is late then it should show up.
I kept getting negatives,
I took like 4 tests and they were all negative.
It didn't turn positive until the day after I was suppose to get my period.

[hardrocker88]

so you thought you were before you missed your period?

[kind_of_foolish]

well I knew I was, 'cause we were trying.

[hardrocker88]

well that's how I feel. I asked him way before and right before that if I got pregnant would he be by my side. He said he was never going to be like his dad and that he would step up. That made me really happy, but I'm not sure if we were trying or not... just doing it without any protection. idk.

[contordedsoul]

I am glad to hear about you two<33 thats awesome<3 and everything happens for a reason right? So no worries babe, you arent alone<33 MWAH

[hardrocker88]

yay! I'm glad your back!!! I'm actually really excited because me and Mike have talked about it... and he seems ok with having a baby... so that took a lot of pressure off me!!!

[contordedsoul]

Aww thats SOO aweosme<33333 *does happy dance*