So I just got done talking to nick...

and looks like mike went to the movies today with Anthony and Lindsay...

when he owes me 90, his mom 40, his sister 30, Chad 60, has to get his car fixed and pay his insurance.....

I think I'm done. usually I would be crying at this point... but I haven't shed ONE tear over it.

I think I'm getting over him... ( Read more... )

so we're not going to Nicks place tomorrow cause he's hasn't gotten a call back from the owner. I guess her dads sick and she's out of town or something. We're thinking about going to the movies instead. I hope the cheat seats cause I only have 85 left to last the next two weeks. And I'm lending Mike 50 to pay his bills or he loses insurance. I ( Read more... )

 ugh. It's only Thursday. I'm going to see Mike after work tho so it's not so bad. I miss seeing him every day, so I try to visit as much as I can. I always ask before I go over... I think it's weird just showing up. UGH!!! I just really want the weekend to come!!! 
Me and my mom are going shopping for new shoes and whatevers on sale this Sunday I ( Read more... )

Yep... it's definate... I'm still in love with him...
And I'm glad.... because things are changing and getting  A LOT better for both of us.
We've been talking a lot about everything and he really cares what I have to say about things...
He's getting a second job and really thinking about his future.... even if he doesn't think he is...
Everytime I ( Read more... )

 So... I have a lot on my mind so this may be a long entry.

I talked to Mike again today about "the mistakes" we've been recently making...
and he said if anything happens he'll move back in and be there during the whole thing.
and I know he's not lieing because he looking in my eyes when he said it... he looks in my eyes a lot now...
He never used to ( Read more... )

 haha... I'm in a pretty good mood today...
Last night kinda sucked until I got to Mike's house...
We got to really talk and he opened up completely.
He said he's been trying not to think about it, but because he works nights and is anlone in a van he's been thinking about it a lot.
He was so upset he got really "emotional"
And I finally saw the mike I ( Read more... )

 ugh...
so I'm going to completely contradict myself here...
But I spent some time with Michael today and we FINALLY got to talk.
Everything he said... I've been waiting to hear from him and I was right...
he said that he's afraid that if he waits too long to take me back and I move on he's going to realize that he made a huge mistake.
He told me that ( Read more... )

 GRRR! JERICA HUNGRY!!!
Well, anyway...
I'm kinda still in that I hate Michael mood... but not really.
it's in the back of my mind now... I'll take it out tomorrow when I take him into bangor... ;]
anyway... I think the credit union is dumping him.
He got seven of those transfer fees in the mail.... JUST TODAY! 
(at least I think it's just a 2.50 ( Read more... )

So, Mike's traded me in for the band I guess... It's his number one priority... and I don't think I should have to try and compete with that...
I'm meeting new people and making new friends where I work. And maybe someday I can really be over him and what he did to me. I mean who knows... I could eventually meet someone who treats me better and who ( Read more... )

just noticed that ashley levelle deleted her myspace and livejournal??? ;[ Anyone hear from her?