I'm not trying to let everyone down, 
but a couple of people have asked about what the family's doing this coming Thursday,
no not thanksgiving...
and for the some that haven't asked and are just going to stop by to see how we're doing...
you should probably reconsider.
We are all sick and want to take a couple days around the 30th to ourselves.
Having a ( Read more... )

So im resorting to the rubber band again...
i know some people are mad at me for it,
and think it's just as bad,
but i just need it right now... to get through.
Sorry if you don't undertand.

So i haven't been on here or myspace for a while.
I guess I just didn't have enough courage to face everyone again.
Don't know why. I guess I'm afraid of what's ( Read more... )

I wish I had more time to write how amazing these past fews days have been. But it's getting late and I have to get up early to go to the spa and shopping. (again) I've been shopping every day since we've gotten the check and it feels great to know that I can afford to get what I need and what I want. My mom's been spoiling me and we've been ( Read more... )

Mom said to make it quick...
So...
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fnjaklghjka;gh;agjksajgkl;ajgkl;jfkl;,
And 
jdaf;j;fkaf;jkajdfjnka;fnkd;agfj;agjkl;agjk!!!!!
Translantion: 
We got a part of the check we've been waiting for,
Mom can pay some of her bills,
book the trip to jamaica,
and we can all go shopping for new ( Read more... )

Yea, 
I'm bored,
Out of my mind...
Mike is here...
But there's nothing to do till 9:00.
I'm taping wolf creek,
and hopefully mom will let me rent a movie too.
Gotta go find something to do till then...
<333

So, moms making tacos for lunch/supper...
I know I'm gonna over do it and eat a whole shit load...
but o well, I just won't eat after that for a while.
I walked .80 of a mile today on the treadmill.
I'm trying to get up to doing a half hour of fast walking on it a day,
but I'm only up to 15 minutes,
if I go any longer that that I get dizzy.
I did my yoga ( Read more... )

I miss my sister...
and my grandmother...
and my boyfriend...
and myself...
I miss you all...
<333

Michael hasn't called all day...
I'm a little worried and I know I shouldn't be,
but I just wish he would understand...
that I need to know where he is...
I'm paraniod.
But it's all I have to make me feel safe when he's not here.
I want him here...
to talk to.

Mom's having a nervous breakdown,
right before we go on vacation...
She cries all the time now.
It's ( Read more... )

The past couple days have been boring.
Mike took me into bangor so we could go shopping.
That was fun, I needed to get out.
And I've been dying to spend some time alone with him.
But he's hanging with his friends now, and I'm home alone...
SO BORED!!!
It's kinda sad but I really miss school!
I envy anyone whos still in, 
cherish it all cause once your out ( Read more... )

Yea, today sucked...
Stayed up till one thirty last night to tape Team America,
didnt get a lot of sleep.
Mom and dad bitched cause i wanted to sleep in.
Worked hard all day spliting wood and hauling brush,
My knee kills now...
Parents are getting drunk cause they're stressed...
Well, so am I but I don't drown my problems in beer.
I probably should to get ( Read more... )