there's a little bit of this and a little bit of that. a little bit of dealing with a boy friend who half the time im not too sure that he wants me and half the time working my ass off in a dead end job. i've come to the conclusion that i have to stop fucking around and loose the god damn weight so i can finally go into the military to get my ( Read more... )

bangs head on desk. *bang bang bang bang* hate it when im in this kind of mood. it's for no reason at all. *bang bang bang* crap. i hate this. i really do it to myself and its freaking stupid.

so jk left for home yesterday. :( New Years with 6 little kids and not a soul to legally kiss. ;). oh well. at least he's okay right? damn him for leaving me alone. :P ( Read more... )

i talked to jared this morning and its not as bad as his father and i understood. damn his captian. both his legs are broken...you're probably thinking...that's a good thing? well it is cause i was under the impression that he was going to also loose a foot. well he's not. legs are broke which he can recover from and not have to leave the marines, ( Read more... )

ok so when it rains it pours. you ever heard that saying that you did something so bad in a past life that you're being punished for it now? well i must have kicked Jesus dog or something. i mean dude. DUDE sometimes it's effing rediculous. so a few days ago i got a call from UNAVAILABLE @ 6 am. so instantly looking at my caller ID for my cell that ( Read more... )

sick with mono. joy to the world.

If there is at least one person in your life who you consider a close friend, and who you would not have met without being part of an online fandom, post this sentence in your journal.

shit has it been a while and a lot has happened in that while. first and forefront on my mind is Jared Kelly ( Read more... )

so i've been awol for the past few weeks, but i'll tell you this much, real life has totally been kicking my ass. i'll go through a list of a few of the interesting things that have happened ( Read more... )

thanks to farah btw for the new iconage.