so i unfortunately had to haul ass out of New Paltz, into Centereach, with JUST enough time to unpack and repack all of my shit so that I could hop on a plane to Cedar City, Utah. Which means I didn't get to see any of my long island friends before heading out. Which is a serious bummer, because I've been so out of touch with everyone for so long ( Read more... )

Graduation in t-minus 44 days ( Read more... )

Its been awhile, eh? Lets get caught up ( Read more... )

Last night I was trying to fall asleep, fearing every sound from every corner of the room as usual, and i started thinking about death, and the idea of drifting into nothingness, nonexistance-- ceasing to exist. it was the first time i ever really thought about it. And it terrified me. I honestly really upset myself thinking about it. It was the ( Read more... )

MY STORY ( Read more... )

at least i'm not COMPLETELY insane.

we've caught about 10 mice in my kitchen in the last week. Awesome. I think everyone who reads this knows me well enough to understand how i feel about that. ive been sleeping in my housemate's room every night.

one more week.

my love for harry potter grows all the time. i feel like there's something wrong with that, but . . . i'm not gonna fight it.

this semester was going so fast until alex left. the days have been crawling by and i don't accomplish anything, i just stare at my computer screen wasting hours away ( Read more... )

Remember when I used to write in this like, twice a day ( Read more... )

not the best birthday, but not terrible. it had its ups and its downs.