I go away for a 5 days. and none of my friends want to hang out.. i mean hell I can only do so much. Its not like I havent asked 10x already. but whatever. It always seems to happen like this. And no Im not mad.. im just..i dunno. I guess this is wat happens in Highschool. Neways Spring break was GREAAAAT!<3 the best one ive ever had. and I cant ( Read more... )

today was my first day back to school after being sick all week. I was happy to be back i felt loved becuz everyone was happy to see me! and worried about me. but I only went to 3rd and then left after that i just still feel like hell. so i came home and i had to go to work. got to work and I jsut told mike i couldnt make it much longer i could ( Read more... )

yeah so here you go again. another depressing entry. I just cant help it. Im through trying to be the nice girl. it takes two to be friends. and you can only do so much. Obviously they dont want to be my friend nemore. Im not good enough or something like that. I mean what am I suppose to do? so if they want to be my friend i guess there have to ( Read more... )

So yeah My last entry probally didnt make much sense but its just what I was feeling , i just feel miserable ( Read more... )

So this is my first entry..decided to write in here instead of myspace..too much drama...im sick as hell.. like lauren said I feel like death right now. I really do.Im so miserable. I cant breath I cant eat my head hasnt stopped hurting since saturday. My lympnodes are swollen I wont quit sneezing. My nose is raw from blowing my nose so damn much. ( Read more... )