My dreams are haunting me lately.  I think its a little unfair, because they contain things I would want to happen dreams I missed out on and I know I'm not psychic.  At least, I'm not for myself.  So these dreams are just torturing me.  Taking me to places in my dreams that when I wake up they are wrenched from me and I wake up I feel empty.  No ( Read more... )

Yeah its been a while ( Read more... )

Things that have irritated me lately ( Read more... )

ever feel like you've missed something, and you're not doing at the present what you are supposed to be doing therefor you can not move forward?

On a lighter note:

Spaced is now on Hulu.  I get this brand of humor so much its like they followed me and some my friends around.  Its a British tv series that only lasted for two seasons and it is ( Read more... )

Didn't get into grad school, but they said that I came really close and I interview well. They said they  want me to try again next year. They only take two directors a year so my feelings aren't hurt ( Read more... )

I've been subbing all week for a first grade class.  We've had to play catch up all day because yesterday was so hectic, but to my surprise the kids were completely on target and really fast with their work.  I was so happy with them I couldn't stop gushing and telling them how smart they were today.  Eventually one of the kids said my new favorite ( Read more... )

for some reason lately, all I've wanted to do is lay in bed.  Am I depressed, tired from thyroid, or what.  Its pathetic, and I don't tell chad that if I haven't gotten called to work, that sometimes all I do is lie in bed and listen to music or audiobooks in bed.  How pathetic.  I should at least work out or something, I should do something ( Read more... )

My mom broke her foot on New Years eve so I'm gonna stay a few extra days to help her get around.  I don't know how she's going to drive because she broke her right foot.  The doctor said it would take at least six weeks to heal.  She is, however, determined that it is already healing because she said she can feel her foot itching.  I think its ( Read more... )

I am officially pissed off at Tiffany!  She made plans with me for last night and Chad and I waited around for her for 4 hours.  She was shady on answering her phone and finally we gave up.  I am so sick of shit like this.  that was really inconsiderate and she specifically made plans with us, and ended up picking up a ton of her other friends and ( Read more... )

Status Report:
Boyfriends 1 Hoorah! 
Coffee Units 2 only 8:30 so expect more as day goes on.
  Progress made on house before inlaws come nil!
Weight 127 (idealy, have no scale so can say whatever I like)
Cigs 0 Excellent!

I've been doing the show for two weeks now, and can not fucking stand the sound of "Deck the Fucking Halls" any more!!!!!  I ( Read more... )