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New Year, New Philosophy, New... Whatever, it's all the same
I know it’s not Christmas yet, much less new year, but I’ve been reflecting. So much has changed over this last year, friendships have ended, begun and found new strength. I’ve become a better person, but at times, much worse. I turned 15, and even though two years ago I thought I’d have it all figured out by now, I’m still as clueless as a newborn ( Read more... ) -
Writing, just because.
Haunted by the ghost of ever present memories, I close my eyes submerged in darkness. I don't breathe, nor do I think, nor do I feel ( Read more... ) -
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALMA!
I said I'd write you a fic for your birthday! So here it is!
Pairing: Ryden
Summary: When Ryan moves, Brendon is left empty and alone to face the people who have made his life hell.
Also I don't own these people, and this is entirely made up. Sadly.
Some Things Withstand The Distance
(Brendon’s POV, High School AU)
Day one:
The ( Read more... ) -
Streetlights (Ryden... what else would I write?)
Charlotte, you wanted me to write something... so something I wrote. And if you moan, I will pimpslap your boyfriend.... <3 <3
POV: Brendon
Prologue:
I guess you could say I’ve been directionless since Ryan left me. And maybe you’d be right. You probably would be. But my pride won’t let me believe that.
I’m fine.
As I drown my sorrows ( Read more... ) -
That Green Gentleman Chapter 7
Chapter 7:
Ryan didn’t say anything. Neither did Brendon. Which was weird, because this is Brendon after all. What felt like an eternity passed, as Ryan’s hazel eyes stared at the back of Brendon’s head. Only Brendon was pretty sure they saw past that. He was pretty sure they saw into his soul. Because this was Ryan after all. And Ryan sees ( Read more... ) -
boggle!
Boggle!
Brendon:
It was one of those memorable and sweet - oh so sweet - nights at the cabin (Yes, THE cabin. The infamous cabin where an entire album was written and then scrapped) that lingers in my mind that night before I go to sleep.
You know, the cabin where Ryan, Jon, Spencer and I allegedly had multiple foursomes. That’s ( Read more... ) -
That Green Gentleman Chapter 6
Chapter 6:
Ryan released Brendon from his embrace, trying not to notice the pained expression the younger boy wore.
“Brendon, we have to talk. About this, about us.” He said, speaking slowly, calmly. The last thing he needed right now was for Brendon to get distracted. Ryan’s hazel eyes locked onto Brendon’s bottomless black ones.
“Why do ( Read more... ) -
That Green Gentleman Chapter 5
Chapter 5:
Brendon wakes up from the most perfect dream. A smile lingers on his lips as he runs a hand through his messy dark hair, and staggers out of bed. He’s still smiling softly to himself when he realises he has one hell of a hangover. The smile however, fades when he sees an unidentified body lying on the hotel room couch.
A body that ( Read more... ) -
That Green Gentleman Chapter 4
Chapter 4:
Brendon buys a beer. Just the one. He’s at a goddamed rock concert. He figures it’s allowed. He drinks it quick, he knows Never Yawn will be on soon. He gets another beer, because he feels the first was too rushed.
Two beers. Big deal. Is it the end of the world? I think not.
He doesn’t notice the skinny boy staring at him ( Read more... ) -
That Green Gentleman Chapter 3
Chapter 3:
Ryan woke up with the urge to wear make up. It happened often, but he’d never had an excuse for the creepy emo circus make up since they finished touring for A Fever… but he figured he had an excuse tonight.
After all, Never Yawn were panic fans, and they all seemed to think the makeup/ryrofauxhawk was the ‘coolest in make up ( Read more... )