i should probably be really stressed with school and applying to college right now, but i'm not ( Read more... )

i've always felt the need to be needed.  if i care about someone enough, i will put their feelings before mine 100% of the time.  i rarely feel happier than i do when i'm helping someone i love, and i honestly don't know what i would do with myself if no one needed me.  i'm not sure if this will come across as selfish or not, but i don't mean it to ( Read more... )