Sami said he found a women's group in the Espoo area that help foreigners learn Finnish (he was originally searching for Finnish language classes). I told him no way, I wouldn't go there ( Read more... )

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I had a very strange dream last night ...

I was in the supermarket with Sami and I saw (in the yogurt section) BUNNY BRAND SLICED BREAD! I squealed with absolute joy and snatched up all the bags they had. Then I told Sami I needed some sliced chicken or turkey breast so I could make a nice sammich for lunch. He said, "Oh, let's go get some really ( Read more... )

( Well! The Nerve! :D )

I HATE RUDE FINNS (and other ramblings ( Read more... )

I continue to feel sicker.

I think my nose bleeds are from stress. Every time I even think I'm getting worried, upset, depressed, or stressed, it just starts bleeding. And the coughing. I'm coughing so much my throat aches, not to mention coughing up disgusting mixtures of blood and mucous don't make me feel so grand, either ( Read more... )

My nose keeps bleeding. And not just a little blood, either. I mean full out, both nostrils just pouring away. I have blood on our sheets, my pillow, the toilet, the bathroom sink, AND my night gown.

I feel like shit. And I keep coughing up these nasty globs of thick, slimy-ish blood. It's very disgusting. :\ So much, in fact, that I don't even ( Read more... )

& last night, these memories kept going over and over in my head ...

(they are in no particular order.)

WORST DAYS OF MY LIFE
- when I almost got expelled for having Tums in my purse at school ( Read more... )

My days trinkle by and I don't try too hard to speed them up. I have no motivation, no desire for exploring ( Read more... )

I go outside and I feel as though I start to shrink. I want to hide in the nearest flower or tree and die. The days are too long, dark half-moons under my eyes get heavier.

The human body and mind is able to adapt, yes, but no one ever said it was easy...