oh man. i can't believe it's almost the end of my junior year. where did the time go exactly? i have to admit that i am totally freaked out at the idea of graduating next year. i'm so not ready for the real world. or is the real world not ready for me? all i can say is that i'm ready for a break, that i know. this past semester has been insane. in ( Read more... )

remember all that stuff about being happy? i might have jumped the gun...

oh my. quite a bit has happened since my last update. for the most part it has been good. i guess the one thing that is bothering me right now is my family, in particular my mom. she's going through a really hard time with her asshole of a husband, and it's hard for me to watch. she is such an amazing woman and has inspired me in so many ways and ( Read more... )

is it too much to ask that the people around me not be totally fucking incompetent? is it? arg!!!

i know, i know. he's just not that into you if he's not calling you. it shouldn't hurt this bad, but it does.

you know, sometimes i really can't believe that this is my life. when it rains, it really does pour. in a good way. we'll see how it all turns out, but i'm hoping for the best ( Read more... )

i'm not going to be afraid anymore. this is my life and you know what, i don't get any do-overs. i've decided that i'm going to take the chance that i could get hurt and for once just live my life without the worry of what might happen. i'm not talking about anything that's detrimental to my health or anything, i just figure if somethings been on ( Read more... )

i love yaz.

okay, so i really should be writing a paper, or sleeping or doing anything but this, but oh well. While the sentiments of the last post are as true now as they were when they were written, I must admit that it was not me who wrote it. Although, the person who did pretty much hit the nail on the head. to be honest, i really don't want to do the ( Read more... )

I'm in the need of something physical