It has been awhile since I posted here. I'm thanking Apple for saving my password because lord knows there's not way I would have remembered it after all this time ( Read more... )

so this is what it feels like to have your heart ripped out of your chest. it's as pleasant as it sounds.

i'm lonely. i am. the lonliness is palatable ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever been this busy. EVER. i try to keep telling myself that it will be over soon. i don't care anymore, which is exactly the problem. blah, this sucks.

it's almost my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it has been a very interesting and prosperous week. there was lots of drama, but some of it paid off. i auditioned for comedy corner, the improv and sketch comedy group on campus, and for the UA's fall workshop, Beyond Therapy, and i got both of them. i am so excited! i think comedy corner is going to be a really great experience for me, and i'm ( Read more... )

i am so fucking angry right now i could cause serious damage to someone, and i can only hope that that someone is my soon to be ex-stepfather. i hate him and his whole fucking family and i hope bad things happen to them for the way they have treated my family and for the horrible racist things that they have said to me and my mother. they are ( Read more... )

I'm here! I got here Wednesday night, technically Thursday morning. I've pretty much been just hanging out with Eli and trying to unpack. It is so ridiculously humid here, so I'm still trying to get used to it. My program starts on Monday and I'm really looking forward to that. I can't wait to start singing again. Dancing too. And hopefully I'll ( Read more... )

9 more days and then... New York, Here I Fucking Come!!!!!!!!

i desperately need a hug.