My step-dad is a computer-nazi and somewhat of a bastard, so I can't promise that I'll be updating very often. He also has forbidden for me to use AIM, so if anyone out there had any clever ideas about being able to contact me that way this summer, I am sorry to burst your proverbial bubble. You're either going to have to just waste your minutes ( Read more... )

So. All is well here in the valley of the sun. If not a tad boring. The upside of it all is that I just signed up for two classes at PVCC from now until I leave for NY so that I have something to do with my time. I'm gonna be taking a jazz class and a ballet class. Oh, me in tights, I can hardly wait. The down side is that it is only two days a ( Read more... )

It's nice to be home. I didn't realize how much I missed my mom and my sister during the semester. It's even fun just to drive my sister to school. The only bad part about being back here is that I've had to move all of my crap back to Phoenix. In the interest of saving time, maybe I just won't move anything back to Tucson next year. It will be ( Read more... )

Packing suuuuuuuuuuuuucks. I hate it. There are about a million other things I would rather do than pack. Packing has reduced me to watching Lizzie McGuire on the Disney channel at four o'clock in the morning. Wow, I'm sad ( Read more... )

My hair is really short. What have I done? Did I really just cut off half of my personality? At least it was for a good cause. But still.....

Why do I always feel like I'm the only one plagued with insecurities? How did everyone else become so comfortable in their own skin? Apparently I missed that memo.

Gosh, I haven't updated in a while. Sorry 'bout that. Anyways, no dice with BFA. It's okay though, I'm really not all that upset about it. Like I said, you'd think I would have gotten the hint the first two times, plus this last time I auditioned I had bronchitis, so it wasn't my best ( Read more... )

Today's the day. I will have officially auditioned for these people 3 times after today is over. You'd think by now I would have gotten the hint. Oh well. It's good experience and hey, at least I got to buy a new outfit! The funny thing is, is that after last year and how crazy I got over this audition, I've realized that Company isn't everything ( Read more... )

Why does my body hate me? I have a show tomorrow, a project on Wednesday where I am required to sing, AND my BFA audition is on Wednesday too. And of course, I woke up this morning with a stuffy nose, congestion, swollen glands, and a sore throat. Why me? My immune system sucks!

I am so ready for this semester to be over. I need to get out of Tucson SO badly. I'm mentally done with this semester, which is a really bad idea since finals are looming and my dad keeps telling me, 'It's the final push, Monica. Go for those A's'. For those of you who don't know, my dad makes me feel overwhelming guilt if I get a B. Part of me ( Read more... )

This week has been shit. I sincerely hope that it has been better for some other people, because I would not wish the week I've been having on anyone. I feel like such a hypocrite, bitching about my week because I know everyone has crappy weeks, but it's just really hit me hard this week. I'm dealing with stuff in every aspect of my life that is ( Read more... )