I feel numb.

Went to VT this weekend. It was a nice visit. The ride up there and the ride back were pretty insightful. I have a lot of time to work on things when I drive big distances. Usualy I just think to much about stupid shit but lately its been pretty insightful. Its almost as if I didn't understand how to "work on myself" until recently so I've ( Read more... )

It was over, said 4 or 5 times and I tried to stop it but I could do nothing... that was it, breakup via IM...

Or was it? She still talks to me, she says that she wants to give me another chance but she can't. she doesn't know why. She thinks its because shes a sucker, I think differently.

I'm doing so well writing in my normal journal that I thought maybe I would be able to start this up again. I don't even know if anyone reads it but I think I'll try anyways ( Read more... )

Yes, thats right, I played last saturday in auburn mass and it was amazing. I was very worried earlier in the day and was freaking out that I didn't have enough material to fill the 2 1/2 hours that I was playing but once I got up there, the next thing I knew was that I was getting a little tired and I looked at the time... I had been playing for ( Read more... )

I don't know why I said that ( Read more... )

its happy birthday to me time :-D YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

I grossed $75 in scratch tickets tonight which I ended up spending over $100 dollars on. But the best part is is that I only invested $10 of my own money. So basicaly I got the $10 back and I made $75 dollars... I'll take it

Life is good, lots of things going on, wishing some things were different but overall I'm enjoying it.