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idk
I keep getting that awful, uneasy feeling like something bad is about to happen, I was up until 7am because my mind was racing with worry. I don't know what it is.
I woke up to the sound of rain. It wasn't a typical rain, it was quiet. The kind where you look outside and it blurs your surroundings but it's soft. The world is gray. -
Starting Over
I've deleted a lot of my old posts because I want to turn over a new leaf and not be associated with who I was in the past. I'm trying to make something of myself and do something great with my life and I can't have my past involved anymore. Wish me luck, it's time for a fresh start and new outlook. -
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We, the willing, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We have now done so much for so long with so little, we are now capable of doing anything with nothing." - Unknown
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I can't.
Cupid on his knees doth drop,
caressing the arrow longingly.
For once immortal now is not,
shot by his love ironically.
Cherubic smile and austere eyes
Ever serene and fair
Counterfeit smiles for another day,
but there is darkness there. -
Life?
I'm a lost soul suspended in the vortex of time. No idea which direction to take, consumed by old demons.My brain is clouded and everything aches. Is happiness really such a foreign concept? I hate feeling trapped and claustrophobic trying to claw my way out. I've missed writing. Everything has been complicated and stressful lately I haven't even ( Read more... ) -
i have truly missed this
I just went through all my posts. It's amazing how much I have changed. Just typing this at 4am to let anyone who is still following me know I'll begin to write again soon <3
xoxo harmony -
oh
and my dad died. about a year ago. i can't really talk about it. i couldn't feel. -
start
They wanted to know how I'd lost so much weight so quickly ( Read more... ) -
i found him
i found my birthfather.
the internet is a scary thing.
a few minutes of hardcore searching and now i know his adress, phone number, who he's married to, their son's name and what kind of car he owns.
i'm scared. -
unachievable perfection
Whispers of unachievable perfection fall as the ethereal angel struts, casting a spotlight on the on looking young girl as if to magnify her flaws. The flashing light, the flashing images of perceived beauty wreck her eyes as she leaves the comfort of her couch ( Read more... )