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[harmonyxdespair]

it's nearing the end.
thats what my mom told me.
my dad is getting so much worse.
time is flying by.
and yet i'm trapped in the vortex of nothing
it seems im stuck.
in nowhere.
the black hole of doom.
but im trying to be strong.
im trying really really hard.
but its difficult when suddenly your best friend tells you she cant ever talk to you again.
i was

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[suicidangel666]

No one told you, because some lessons are better learned, rather than told about. I hated people telling me these things were happening because it was making me stronger and preparing me for things.

They were right though.

I'm a nurse, I work on committees to help youth and families get mental health services, I do amazing things, and I don't think I'd be making so much of a difference if I hadn't gone through the rape and abuse, and foster homes, and all that shit. I hope things look up soon, though I know there's a slim chance of it happening. But when you get out on your own, you'll be happy for the experience, and eventually, you can draw strength from it. In the meantime, keep writing, and keep living each day. For it is all you can do for now.

♥

:(

[rina_poo]

i don't know why but i got this pain while reading what you just wrote.
i somehow..perfectly understand how you feel. i'm here if you ever need someone to talk to.
just consider me your new friend.

[harmonyxdespair]

aww thanks!
you have no idea how much that means to me.